Ah, all of you. Come and see, come and see how your lies keep going on. I once again had faith and once again I have met deception and despair. I am tired, too tired. Forgive me,, truly it is not me, it cannot be me. Accpeting that would be accepting I am, I have been, I' ve always been broken and I have always been a loser. No, it is not me, I am one of a kind, a breed this world is not worth having. It cannot be me, it is just destiny, it is the stars, luck, God's will, I do not know, but it cannot be me, it cannot. The order of things was just not designerd for one as me, this is a world of lies. Lies and nothing more. This is a world of lies. Everyone has lied to me, they keep on liying, wither to make me feel better or to share there visions, but they lie, everyone lies. They lie to sink me and sink me they will for hte world is with them and not with me. Ah the sweet taste of defeat. Just when I was about to forget you.

Burn me, burn me in the pits of hell.

I just wish to end all the pain in the world. To end it I have to end all.